Today is the first day we haven't seen each other.
He's busy this weekend..
So I'm wondering how much he will actually be in touch with me.. this could be a real test.
I hate being this way.
I just want to relax and go with the flow and all I ever think about is consequences and the future..
When will I get over this stage..?
Will I ever ease up?
I just hope I get to see him next week...
He knows I'm off to Melbourne on Friday and that I want to see him before then.
We'll see.
Gosh I hate boys. They give me so many reasons to doubt them..! And my "boy" has not even done anything wrong.
Urk.. I hate that I cant even call him "my boy.."
P.s.. this was not meant to offend any of my favourite guy bloggers.. Let's just re-phrase:
Gosh I hate boys. Well the boys that have screwed it up for me in the past to trust the boys for the future. I have been given so many reasons to doubt them..! And my "boy" has not even done anything wrong.
Gosh I hate boys. Well the boys that have screwed it up for me in the past to trust the boys for the future. I have been given so many reasons to doubt them..! And my "boy" has not even done anything wrong.
D* - are you a Virgo? You sound like a worrybear. Wow. Did I just type "worrybear?" HAHAHA. Chillax!
ReplyDeleteYou're probably fine :)
"Gosh I hate boys"
ReplyDeleteI think I'm offended.
I know it's hard but you'll only give yourself a panic attack stressing over it.
Maybe a few days in Melbourne away from your real life is just what you need to clear your head.
ReplyDeleteI'm sure a good host could find some fun things to do to keep your mind off your troubles.