Ah romance..

I am so happy.

I really REALLY like this guy.

Really really.

Le sigh.

Back at your door..

So I've managed to somehow slip back into comfortableness and straight back into the arms of my tangled lover. .

He's magnetic to me..I am so drawn to him and cannot-and will not-stay away..everything feels so right when we're together. When there's no issue or dramas, of course..

Everything would be so perfect if he dropped the baggage.. Part of me just wants to shake some sense into him and make him see that things don't have to be like this..that the dramas we have to go through and what we punish ourselves with can be avoided if he just hardens up and sorts it out..It's easier said than done of course....and one can only make these changes if one is prepared to do so..

But is he prepared to lose me if he isn't willing to make these changes?

And am I prepared to lose him?

I don't think I am..

Sigh.

Marital Status : In a relationship

Yes. Yes I know. Very exciting news.

It's disgustingly overwhelmingly complicated but I am so overjoyed and happy and thankful and embracing it all, which totally rules out the complications.

You know how those couples say "When you just know, you just know."

I think I can say that now.

It is annoying

..because I don't want to love him..just yet. I'm dealing with a highly un-emotional human being! I don't even know if he'll even utter those 3 words to me. So I just feel that its annoying because I have to front...I can't express how I feel.

I definitely love him

but I'll keep it to myself for awhile. 

We spent the day together, and even though it was just simply watching telly, cuddling, laughing, play fighting.. I just look at him and I feel love.

Annoying.

Can you say "Loved up?"

Ah... 

I really have no words to say; I'm speechless for the first time..

I've seen the boy 4 days in a row now and we did some clarifying yesterday on what was going on between us. Taking it slow, and will move into a status later. I think I can handle that.

And he has Chihuahuas..! I've been won over..! Haha.

He is just fabulous. Those are my chosen last words. 

^_^

Is in love..

Oh my goodness. 

In the past 24 hours, I've managed to pick up a patient, go on a date, and decide he just might be the love of my life.. for the moment anyways..

So, I've had the "ethical" lecture about the "ethics" of being a healthcare professional.. At first I was all scared and stuff.. But after speaking to another D.A she has informed me that it is totally cool to pass numbers on/recieve numbers to/from patients. As long as you're not a doctor or dentist. So I'm sweet.

And very happy. I feel floaty at this moment.. It's been a verrryyy long time since I have felt this way. 

It's his 20th birthday this weekend.. Ok so I have managed to wrangle up a toyboy for myself as well.. but he is amazing. Maybe I'm just being blinded.. but it feels good? Lol. 

He has this crazy intense stare that I cannot get out of my brain.. mmmm...

I have a good feeling about this one.. Pray for me that this one goes somewhere and not somewhere down the drain..!