He was basically saying "Can I come in" but I kinda fobbed him off with an excuse like "My mum doesn't really like visitors at this hour" which is actually about 3 quarters true. And I'm tired. Lol.
We had the italian, got gelato, walked by the river, checked out some river artworks and made fun of everyone and everything.. It was fun in that aspect..
BUT..
He is a REALLY good friend of mine. I don't want to ruin anything. I don't want to lead him on, and give him false hope if that is even how he feels, I'm not really that attracted.. Urk. Am I being too picky? I know a girl shouldn't settle for 2nd best, but really, when's enough really enough?
He is very arrogant at times, and it does annoy me..! I don't want to be in constant competition with the guy. But he is very funny.. And laughs at my lame ass jokes.
I guess though, If the feeling's not there, it's just not there.
One day I hope I will not have this issue..!
