Watch out, Melbourne! She's all jacked up on RedBull..!

I am officially on my way to the airport as we speak. Well..read? Anyways, have had the worst morning, I've lost the keys to my luggage locks (lucky I had not locked my suitcase back up again!) so I need to buy some keys at the airport. The ticket man wasn't in his booth at the station so had to use the ticket vending machine, which by chance doesn't want to take 50 dollar notes, so had to go on a hunt to get change. Got some, after I pleaded and bought a RedBull. Ticket to Mascot Domestic: 16 bucks. Dropped my suitcase..quite loudly, to have every single person on the train station stare at me. I think they were thinking that I'm not a lovely morning person, after cussing "fuck!" as it hit the floor. Timberrrrr.. *BANG* I think it woke me up actually. Now I have RedBull running through my veins and I don't know if its a good thing yet. Lol.

It all starts now..! Only 25 more minutes to go and Im at the airport.. And on a plane in 1 hr. Eeeeepp!!

This is how I feel..

- ANGRY..!

- Upset

- Guilted

- Confused

- Sad

- W o r r i e d

- Lost.

Why??

Because I had another shitty little fight with the Dentist Boy (aka whiny baby) (lol)  Re: me seeing him this afternoon, even though he initially said he was busy and only decided to hang out after I told him I had bought him a present.. I was really lazy, I had a massive tote bag plus my handbag, and he had asked me to wait 40 minutes and then catch a train (which is away from where I was in the first place), then catch a bus, and train home. He didnt make a fuss when I said no, to only message me a few minutes later to say:

"I seriously can not believe you couldn't wait"

So I got off the train I was on, and called, told him I would get on the next train up to him, as I didn't know it was that big of a deal to him, only to have him tell me not to bother as he is now busy, in a real snide tone. I couldn't believe it. Then he started going off on me about how i fucked him up last night.. Because my mothers rules are my fault..!! GRRRR..!!!

Then the phone call promptly ended, followed by feelings of guilt. As well as feelings of "HOW THE FUCK DARE HE..!" Normally, I never leave a fight unresolved, so I called him back.. No answer. Again.. No answer. I sent a text. "Call me back..please?"

I get this text: Me and Dad are just in between something.. Just text me what's up?

So i write this whole message, that I'm sorry. I never would intentionally fuck him up rah rah

And I get back

"Yea sweet, have a great time in melbourne then, if you wanted to see me you would've waited"

GRRRR

That was the last straw abit hey. I brought up how he still would've seen me regardless of what happened last night, and he was like "yeah not talking about last night" GRR

Then, I just did it. I replied back:

Look, do you want to know me after the weekend or not? What's it gonna be? I've said I'm sorry.

No reply

Hour later

No reply

So I texted

"Should I take that as a NO darling?"

No reply. 

Hrmm.. 

Breaking News

  Dentist Boy                  1

  Mummy Dearest                0

Everything between Dentist Boy and I are A-OK. I explained the situation over a call, and he understood. He didn't realise the context of his texts were a whole lot different to what he meant, and that he definitely didn't want to stop talking to me. He just thought I would have no time for the diddums.. Aw..

But as for Mummy Dearest, no words have been spoken this morning.. just evil "get out of my way" glares (on my behalf.)

Plan A: Move out in January

Plan B: Move out in February

Plan C: Move out in March

Plan Z: Move out in January.

Grrrrr

I am so pissed off/upset right now.

I was supposed to be seeing Dentist Boy but can't as my cow of a mother doesn't want him over. I don't understand how i can pay so much rent but have no entitlements to my own space. 

So I tell the boy and he goes all funny.. Like upset, because he's not going to see me, and then goes all "Yeah talk to you next week have fun" on me. And now I'm upset because none of this is my frickin fault..! I wanted to see him too..! 

But then i'm like, hang on; this guy is being a little immature. I get that it's a last minute thing that i've just turned him down.. but we talk every damn day, so why is he acting all strange..?

WHY CAN'T ANYTHING GO FUCKING RIGHT FOR ME. THIS IS REALLY SHITTING ME..!!

And my poor mouse Minnie is sick. And I've just kinda had a run in with an old school friend.. I'm so over this shit happening. Happy moments please?

I know I give you a hard time..

Dear (very cute) Dentist Boy:

I have to admit; I've been giving you a hard time about the whole relationship business.

You see, It's been along time since I've done the relationship thing. The dating politics of my heyday have since changed, and I really don't know how it all works.. I thought that boy meets girl, boy likes girl, boy asks girl out, boy and girl now boyfriend and girlfriend. Well, I know it still works like that, but the timeframes on these are yet to be classified.

But anyways, I had a very good chat with my very good friend Doolie. She offered some kind words to me re: Saggitarians. Now, you both are Saggies and she explained to me how your kind works.

It seems your type don't really like to settle down, unless they are truly happy to. And from what you've told me, even though it has been all positive, it has not entered into my ears and come out positively. Doolie re-iterated to me what you're actually saying - that they are very good things especially for a Saggie to be saying. On approaching the time topic, she believes I should just play by your rules; give you the time that you need. She believes that this will be quite benefiting to moi. 

So guess what. I'm going to give you that time and space. I'm not going to worry about how time is progressing ahead of me. I'm going to go with the flow..and I'm going to go along for the ride with you.

Mwah.

P.S - You are a fab kisser. 

Can I just say

That

I

Really

HATE

Mondays..!!

Grr..!!

Upside down..

Boy you turn me

Inside out

And

Round and round

So after seeing this guy for 4 days in a row and then going without for 3 days..I'm having withdrawals.. 

I miss him.. I miss the way he stares at me. I miss.. pretty much everything. Everything that you could possibly miss in a person you've only known for a week.. lol.

I'm wondering what he's doing.. if he's thinking of me. It's his birthday today.. I've already sent him a birthday text. I kinda wish I could've seen him.

I get to give him 20 birthday kisses next time I see him. I think I can deal with that.. ^-^

I'd love to know where this is going to go. Just a sneak peek would be much appreciated. So I could know in advance how to compose myself if anything was to happen.. 

Like Marilyn once said..
"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left..."

I'd like to know if I should get into that mind frame anytime soon..just for my own well being.

I know..I'm being a worrybear.. haha.

Taggity Tag..!

JD tagged me on her lovely blog..!

So it's my turn to be taggity tagged and tag on..!

Here’s the rules for this tagyoureitgame:

1) Each player starts with eight random fact/habits about themselves.
2) People who are tagged need to write their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
3) At the end of your blog post, you need to tag eight people and list their names.
Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’ve been tagged and to read your blog.
4) If you have already been tagged and do not wish to go through the exercise then let the taggee know.

Here are my 8 randomish/habitish facts:

1) I am a Leo..But, being born closer to the cusp of Leo/Virgo, I have crazy crazy Virgo tendencies..!! I am so loud and over-bearing with the whole Leo side.. but so careful and cautious and emotional like the Virgos..! But I have to say, I'm glad that I'm emo over being super mean and inconsiderate..bloody Leo's.. ;)

2) I live with my mother. My father left her before I was even born to marry a woman who is now my kinda-step mother and I have two beautiful half-sisters.. They divorced.. because he cheated on her too. So I  think I have massive trust issues because of him. He has his days; sometimes I love him so much for just being related to him.. But most days, cannot stand him, he is selfish and living in his own reality.. A reality I do not wish to be in with him. Being the eldest, I find it easier to disconnect from him..My youngest sister (I and my middle sister class her as "The Favourite") finds it hard to talk bad against him.. Even when he is being a complete ass to her.. And my middle sister was completely shunned by him.. So I don't blame her on how she feels, I'm glad we can relate the same when it comes to him.

3) I only did Visual Arts, Photography and Ceramics in my last years of high school, as I had no idea what I wanted to do when I left. And I couldn't get into University as those courses did not offer a UAI (a grading for uni entry).. But I wish I could go back sometimes and do it differently.

But.. I wouldn't be here in this situation..And I wouldn't be answering 8 random facts :)

4) I think I have OCD.. When I leave a room, I have to make sure all drawers and cupboards are closed.. It urks me all day..! And If I start writing, If I'm unhappy with my writing, I will rip the pages out until I am 100% satisfied with the neatness.. lol..! And when I had my desk at old job, everything had to be lined up symmetrically and neatly and everything was in categories... Lol. Eeek??

5) My favourite animals are: Flamingoes, Sloths, Felines and Chameleons. I do have a habit of liking the ugly animals as I feel sorry for them.. Koalas are frigging ugly..!!

6) I smell everything before I eat it. I don't know why.  It's like a heads up.. Lol..!

7) I take alot of things personally..and to heart. I wish I didn't wear my heart on my sleeve. And I wish I never only looked at my side and how I feel and forget about the other side like it means nothing. I only ever wish to hear what I want to hear. Bad habits.

8) I cannot live without my mobile. I think I would combust if I lost it/got stolen/broken.. Sad..!

Yeah, A little bit personal, but it's me..   *_*

So I tag:

* TIFFS

* KENDALL

* SCOMAN

* MICH

* ELISSA

* COLLEGE BOY

Have fun didums.. =)

Why do I do this to myself..?

I'm freaking myself out again about this new little "Relationship" I have going..

Today is the first day we haven't seen each other. 

He's busy this weekend.. 

So I'm wondering how much he will actually be in touch with me.. this could be a real test.

I hate being this way.

I just want to relax and go with the flow and all I ever think about is consequences and the future..

When will I get over this stage..? 

Will I ever ease up?

I just hope I get to see him next week... 

He knows I'm off to Melbourne on Friday and that I want to see him before then. 

We'll see.

Gosh I hate boys. They give me so many reasons to doubt them..! And my "boy" has not even done anything wrong. 

Urk.. I hate that I cant even call him "my boy.."

P.s.. this was not meant to offend any of my favourite guy bloggers.. Let's just re-phrase:
Gosh I hate boys. Well the boys that have screwed it up for me in the past to trust the boys for the future. I have been given so many reasons to doubt them..! And my "boy" has not even done anything wrong.

Can you say "Loved up?"

Ah... 

I really have no words to say; I'm speechless for the first time..

I've seen the boy 4 days in a row now and we did some clarifying yesterday on what was going on between us. Taking it slow, and will move into a status later. I think I can handle that.

And he has Chihuahuas..! I've been won over..! Haha.

He is just fabulous. Those are my chosen last words. 

^_^

Is in love..

Oh my goodness. 

In the past 24 hours, I've managed to pick up a patient, go on a date, and decide he just might be the love of my life.. for the moment anyways..

So, I've had the "ethical" lecture about the "ethics" of being a healthcare professional.. At first I was all scared and stuff.. But after speaking to another D.A she has informed me that it is totally cool to pass numbers on/recieve numbers to/from patients. As long as you're not a doctor or dentist. So I'm sweet.

And very happy. I feel floaty at this moment.. It's been a verrryyy long time since I have felt this way. 

It's his 20th birthday this weekend.. Ok so I have managed to wrangle up a toyboy for myself as well.. but he is amazing. Maybe I'm just being blinded.. but it feels good? Lol. 

He has this crazy intense stare that I cannot get out of my brain.. mmmm...

I have a good feeling about this one.. Pray for me that this one goes somewhere and not somewhere down the drain..!

Can I just say

That I'm so effing excited..!!!!

Cannot wait to spill the goss.. 

Stay tuned, I promise this will be way worth the wait..!

P.s : Read the tags for this post.. might give an insight..

P.P.S: I am so effing excited..!

Little Miss Random

I have some MASSIVE juice. But you will have to wait until tomorrow..

Trust me, I will have a alot more to tell ;)

Um... I'm coming off drunk.

I'm sobering up.. I've just got home from the Races that I originally was a scrooge about. Had a great drunken time, met a cute guy in the crowd, but he went to wee and I never saw him again =( Then I saw a guy that I used to date that dumped me for another girl. Lots of flirting and all that going on, but he walked away too. Hrmm??

First ever boyfriend was messaging/calling me trying to find out where I was, and by the time I gathered enough reception on my mobile, he had gone over to Rydges (eww) and said he'd call me later. Yeah ok, After an offer to come to my place you'd rather stay at Rydges, I think you are quite "Bros before Hoes." Grr. Men.

Don't stop the rain..

Is it wrong that I'm happy it's raining as an excuse not to go out to the Races today? I woke up this morning not really feeling it, as it was grey and cloudy.. Then the rain started, and I got into a bad frame of mind.. I am a massive hater of rain..! And I feel the cold a lot more than most. 

I have to say though.. As happy as I am that it's raining, I can't help but think if I'm going to be missing a really fun time with my friends. A lot of them are still going.. (Why?? It's freezing and it's on grass?? Good luck with that.)

My mother made a comment this morning..

"No wonder they never invite you out anymore, you always back out."

That kinda hit a sore spot.

I'm just not a "going out in a mini dress whilst pouring rain in stiletto's walking on muddy grass" kinda girl. I'm not being princessy; it's just something I don't find fun. No, I do not want to ruin my satin bow heels. I want to look hott; not like an unhappy drowned rat. But does this make me a scrooge? Does it make me arrogant/conceited? I feel better looking out the window watching the rain, knowing that I would be unhappy piled in with another 1000 or so people in the downstairs section..But am I a bad friend for feeling that way?

Urk..

My good mood

Hellloooo everyone..! I am feeling friggin fabulous today. My flights are booked to Melbourne..! It's Friday..! I have an awesome fun-packed weekend ahead of moi. So many things going on. I'm opening up to hanging out with different people, opening up to different social situations. 

First-ever boyfriend boy and I are still talking. By talking, I mean texting. Everything is going fine. Eased up on the intense texting. I'm not reading into anything ! Finally..!! He is being very sweet. And I have been granted the pet name "princess." Hrmm? Now that's more like it. He is trying to tee up a meeting tomorrow at the races. We'll see.

Bus boy (I met him on..the bus!) started chatting to me on Facebook chat.. Haven't spoken to each other in ages. About Bus Boy: We hooked up ages ago..after he left his number for me on the seat opposite. We had seen each other so frequently on this bus and started playing little staring games. And then he gave me his number. But anyways. Fun to start with.. but..he was quite..uh..religious. It was scary. I know that everyone has their own beliefs but it was just too much imposed on me. And I felt like I was corrupting him or something everytime I saw him. Things turned awkward, and the only way for him to get the hint was to be cruel. I didn't wanna do it but had to. I once compared our little fling to me being the devil and he being almighty God-it just wasn't gonna happen. Lol.

So anyways, chatting away, and he asks if I wanted to catch up in the city sometime next week. Thinking this was harmless, I thought "What the hell?" and agreed. Then he started carrying on about sending me flowers and all that junk. And then I thought "F@#$!" And then he ended the conversation with "xoxo". No way mate. Don't be starting that. I gave him my other number I don't use anymore.. Lol.. I mean I have it on me all the time.. I just don't want to pass on the super close number. Too much of an invasion on me. He is seriously lovely though. Which sucks. We once discussed why guys treat girls the way they do, and he told me that an ex-girlfriend had told him simply "that girls just want to be cherished." And it's so true. That's all we want. We want to be appreciated. And he understood this statement so well. Maybe now that it's been like 5 years or so things could be different..?

So this should be interesting. I won't lie.. I want flowers delivered to my work.. lol. =)

Hrm what else is happening. OOOOH OOOH..! I spoke to Footy Boy on Facebook today. Because I'm in such an awesome mood, I thought I would initiate convo. He hesitated at first..(well at least the little Facebook typing icon thing lead me to believe that..lol) and just started talking about how we were, what was doing for the weekend. And it was pretty boring. He asked about work..I told him how much I hate it. And like he replies

"Sweet sounds good. We'll gotta go, have a great weekend. If you wanna catch up for a drink or sushi let me know.."

Well mate, If you hadn't said "Sweet sounds good" my intolerable suffering at work, then maybe I would've called you, but you obviously weren't reading hard enough, and so it ain't gonna happen.

I presume he wouldn't really blink twice at this prospect though.

Anyways

That's all the juicy juice I got going for myself. I have been tagged by ScoMan though..! About my "perfect blends"

So here goes..

1. Sunny afternoon with cool breeze and the smell of Mulberries = Perfect walk home from the train station.

2. Finding a designer piece which has been marked down the the absolute extreme and the only one left is your size = Priceless.. And meant to be.

3. Hot sand + the first step into the ocean = Ahhh

4. The Hills, Sunset Tan, Keeping Up With The Kardashians or Girls Of The Playboy Mansion + whole day marathon = Bliss

5. Driving up the coast with the breeze blowing full throttle in your face + the perfect mix of beach songs that conjure up awesome memories of the coast = Freedom.

6. Ice cream + Ice Magic = Yummers..!

7. Ferrying it around Sydney Harbour + Getting the perfect seat at the front = Worth the 12 buck fare

That's all I got right now..! 

Oh and

8. Running down the stairs at the station + just making the train by a millisecond =  Woo Hoo..!

I taggity tag Tiffs, Kendall, Michie, College Boy.

MWAHS..!

ok, so it's not that bad..

Pardon my laziness, am just very buggered from work and the mentally challenged boss from hell. And by mentally challenged I mean she is a crazy, manipulative little cow. I will tell all about it tomorrow night whilst waiting for my spray tan to dry.
For now, using my mobile because I can't physically be bothered pulling my Mac out of its pretty pink leather case. And pardon the spelling and the different font as well.

Anyways..
I didn't really "fuck" (pardon my french) up. I think I just went into assumption hyper drive. I do wish to be in the same shithole as College Boy is though-might make decisions a lot easier? Lol.

Me and first-ever boyfriend boy are now talking after a very heated conversation re: the intent of texting every 5 seconds. He thought I was telling him to shove off (I seriously wasn't) but I thought..well..actually I don't know what I thought and that's when I started getting urked about the intent of our "friendship". Its really weird.. Sometimes he plays dumb (well, at least I think he does?) and other times he's just straight up. Im not sure if he's trying to be just friendly or funny or being cryptic. I can't suss it out. My friend (we will call her Doolie) keeps telling me that I've already started the digging of the grave for this little "relationship" and that I need to stop. I can't help it if I like closure.
Closure's fun.

Anyways he keeps up the messaging and keeps asking me when we're going to see each other again yada yada. I think I might just make him suffer a little while. Is that mean?



He he he.

Just an update:

I have totally fucked things up. 

Entering the state of Confusion; Population 1

Stay tuned. This may end badly.    :/

A lil bit more clarity

Well, after doing some thinking.. I have realised that I have some sincere feelings for this guy.. BUT. I am well aware of what he has said previously re: relationships/friends, so I'm gonna tread lightly. I've been told by one of the dentists that I should just go with the flow, and make this guy work for it. If he really wants something more from me, and wants to pass the whole bros before hoes bullshit, then he will make the move. But until then, I'm gonna just take it easy and keep the options open.

I'm very excited for this weekend..! 

Thursday night - Spray tan

Friday night - Chinese and pj's night with Ice Magic.

Saturday - Girls Day Out at the Races.. horse racing.

Saturday night  - After party after Races

Sunday - Luna Park with my baby sister.

Woo hoo action packed..! 

And maybe..just maybe.. I'll meet the (business)man of my dreams at the Races.

OOooh ooh..! Excitement..! 

Dating politics are effed..!

I have some juiciness..!

In a VERY weird twist of events.. I ended up hooking up with my first ever boyfriend.. ever..! We ha been talking for a while, there's been some harmless flirting here and there. But I never saw it coming. Don't get me wrong, the texting frequented to 4am in the morning texts, but waffles brought us together. I brag that I make the best waffles..! And I had to prove myself, I made some awesome banana and chocolate waffles..! And they worked. We ended up spending the whole day together (which is something I haven't experienced in a very LONG time) we went to this lake area where we went bushwalking and sat on these massive rocks hanging over the edge of the lake in the sun.. It was so nice to have some decent company. Then he started throwing sticks at me. And I knew it was on.

Then we ended up back at my place in my room watching Hot Fuzz.. And all we did was talk through it. Then he started the tickling (I am very ticklish) and then we just kinda ended up together. It was really weird. 

It felt so good getting cuddles. I haven't had them in a long time. 

But then.. after he left, my mum to give me her opinion. And it hurt. He is kinda not my type (Do I only seem to attract these types lol?) and my mum brought up the fact that we're so connected by our friends and family (we're all good family friends) and that we're all gonna know each other business and it's just gonna be all gossip. And THEN she brought up the whole "Are you just getting desperate because you haven't got anyone on the side besides him. He's not your type. He's a nice boy but I dont think so..?"

And that killed me. And it also make me do a second thought. What if I am being desperate..? Is this settling for second best? All these thoughts keep running through my head, and I can't get them out. He's been texting me all day. And I love it. But what if I am acting desperate and don't realise until it's too late? Hurt him in the process. Dump him (for the second time..lol). Maybe i might see him again and nothing's there? What the hell do I do? I really don't want to hear anybodies opinions. He's very very sweet. Surprisingly.. But he is a party boy.. And has made it clear he is nowhere near settling, he's mates come first and all of that bros before hoes yada yada.. And I am the EXTREME opposite. I want marriage and babies. And slightly soon. If possible.. Lol.

So when I asked him what the go is with us last night, he said that we're just gonna run with it and see where it takes us. What does that mean?

What the bloody hell do I do...?

I hate the state of confusion..

I also went out on Satdy night, and met absolutely NO ONE..! Hahaha...! And at the place that it was, I'm kinda glad.. so friggin seedy hey. There was my big bang into single life. Lol..!

Award time..!!!

Look, I've decided to make my own award.. but not for the blogging. Its for the bloggers.. And the awesome creatures they are..!!! For sharing their lives and thoughts with me..! And making my day =)

This, is the

"You are Fabulous" Award   (lol)

So, without a due,  the winners are:

- TIFF

- KENDALL

- SCOMAN

- COLLEGE BOY

- MICH

- ELISSA

- PINK AVOCADO and last but not least, 

- CAYMANS..!

Yay *big round of applause* 

Congratulations.. and for winning the award you will also recieve a weekend for two at.. Australia.. somewhere.. woo..! Lol.

YOU ARE FABULOUS..!!!! LOVE YOUR WORK..!!!!

The date..

Ok, so the date officially ended like 30 mins ago.

He was basically saying "Can I come in" but I kinda fobbed him off with an excuse like "My mum doesn't really like visitors at this hour" which is actually about 3 quarters true. And I'm tired. Lol.

We had the italian, got gelato, walked by the river, checked out some river artworks and made fun of everyone and everything.. It was fun in that aspect..

BUT..

He is a REALLY good friend of mine. I don't want to ruin anything. I don't want to lead him on, and give him false hope if that is even how he feels, I'm not really that attracted.. Urk. Am I being too picky? I know a girl shouldn't settle for 2nd best, but really, when's enough really enough?

He is very arrogant at times, and it does annoy me..! I don't want to be in constant competition with the guy. But he is very funny.. And laughs at my lame ass jokes.

I guess though, If the feeling's not there, it's just not there. 

One day I hope I will not have this issue..! 

I'm nervous!

Being at North Sydney today made me want to live there even more! Its awesome. I'm in love!

Anyways, been getting rave comments about last post, lol, and since I'm not gonna have time tonight I thought I would do a post on the train home.

Hair dye = a-ok. I'm normally a mousey brown colour, but I do a dark brown to give it some oompf. The mousey brown makes me look like a boring librarian..not a saucy one either. Lol!

Also, yes, "date" tonight. I'm of very mixed feelings! I'm so damn scared for some reason! Butterflies! Eek! I don't like this feeling! And the weather looks like its turning..I'm hoping the high wasted skirt and the frill tank top will do. I'll just throw on a cardi just in case. We're going to this yummy Italian resturaunt..they do like hot chips with the most yummiest garlic sauce ooooohh drool! And the best pizzas. Can't wait. I'm broke as..I wonder if he'll be paying.. Lol because I'll order something cheap as if I have to pay for myself hahaha!!

Anyways. Yeah train boy #59 was not on the train. Slightly disappointed. I went to effort to look nice this morning! But oh well.

Tips on chatting up the hot bloke on the train:
* make LOTS of mysterious eye contact. I tend to make very lingering eye contact. A quick glance won't mean anything to these males. Look deep at them..use some flashing lights if you must. You need to spark their attention..! And body language! Play with your hair! Lick your lips! Chin up! Ooze confidence. Remember, you don't know this guy, he doesn't know you, and he doesn't know that you secretly have cellulite and hate your legs. You've got nothing to loose!
*always have a pen. And some type of material to write on. In this digital world, its so easy to get someone's number IF you're talking to them. But how can you give them your number if youre NOT talking to them..? A cute message is good too. I fancied train boy #1 after seeing him over and over again, and gave him my number with the message "cute braces" mate he ate it up! Haha!
*and lastly, always maintain mystery. If it's one thing I have learnt, they like the chase, so keep them on their toes. Don't disclose your name-what better excuse to text/call (for a guy who actually has balls) anonymity is hott! I called myself "train girl" for train boy #1! We saw each other for ages, but he was younger and he played games towards the end. But that's not to say that other train/bus/plane boys are like that!

I think I should write a book! Bahaha!

I'm nearly home.. Yay to stressing about my white legs in a skirt. Lol!
At least it's friday woo hoo!
I am loving everyone's comments. Thank you all you beautiful creatures! You make my day! Xoxoxo

So I'm dying my hair..

Decided about 10 mins ago. Why not?

I was also provoked by the thought of seeing  "Train Boy #59" tomorrow morning.. He's train boy #59 because I have met MANY boys on the train.. hehehe ;)

I haven't told you guys about this one..!

I gave my number to this guy who caught my eye on the train... It was very crafty.. I used a page out of "Four blondes" by Candace Bushnell and wrote "( MY NAME) (MY MOBILE NUMBER) if interested.."

It felt good having balls! He did text me, but he did say he was seeing someone.. but wanted to keep my number (future reference hrmm..? I would've done the same probably lol) And then more flirty messages continued until I developed a conscience and stopped. 

And during these flirty messages, he did say he would strike up a conversation on the train next time he saw me (since we had never actually had conversation) but the next day he bloody avoided me..! Walked up to the middle platform and stayed there..! WTF? I wouldn't of thrown myself at him; I don't even think I would've even made the first mood to initiate convo with him. The last time I caught the same train with him, he had moved about 2 carriages towards me. But I'm completely weirded out by that.. I don't think I'm that scary. Why would he do that?

Anyways. I've been TAGGED..! By Missy Tiff (love er!)

Here goes.....!!!!

1. Were you named after anyone?
My mother was not inspired by any one of the 8o's. Lol

2. Do you still have your tonsils?
Yes, yes I do.

3. Would you bungee jump?
Hell no - I agree..! There's nothing appealing about jumping off a massive platform to land about 10cm above water/cement. What if the rope broke. Um, no.

4. What is your favorite cereal?
Weet Bix and banana. Or waffles, if that were a cereal.. mmm

5. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
No I'm pretty lazy.. And then I curse myself for when I need to put them back on.. haha..!

6. What is your favorite ice cream?
Boysenberry, Mango, and Hazelnut Gelato mmm

7. What is the first thing you notice about people?
Attractiveness/Style/Smile

8. What is your least favorite thing about yourself?
Stressy/Over analytical (Sound familiar Tiff? hehe) /Lazy/Selfish

9. What was the last thing you ate?
A mango ice cream thing

10. What are you listening to right now?
"Are you smarter than a 5th Grader" Its a friggin dumb waste of time game show.

11. Last movie you watched?
"Romulus" I think it was called. An Aussie movie with Eric Bana in it.

12. What did you dream about last night?
I dreamt of moving to America.. bahaha..!!

13. What book are you reading?
I have so many new books that I haven't even picked up.

14. Summer or winter?
Summer !!

15. Do you have any special talents?
I am fabulous =D

So I tag ScoMan, College Boy, Michie, Elissa.. Do it.. Do it real good =D

Copy and Paste..!!!

OOOOH I think I have left my dye on for too long bahaha.. I best be off..! Don't really want almost black hair..!

Date tomorrow....

Thursday morning rant

I have to rant.

I hate my stupid "body clock"

Why does it tell me to wake up so damn early..! I'm over waking up and hour and a half before I have to even get up. And choosing the going back to sleep option makes me over tired and grumpy. Lol.

Staying up is fine, but then I hit a wall and wish to go back to sleep, but by that time it's too late and I might get 20 minutes of napping in, only to feel over tired and grumpy.

Lose-lose situation. Ha ha.

Positive thing(s) for today: At least it's Friday tomorrow.. TGIF..! And at least I'm not working for an a*hole dentist today.. just one who tries to educate me on things I already know. Grr. Lol ok not so positive there..!

And I think I have a jam packed weekend. Woo hoo..! I have a life this weekend..! 

And I will have lots of fun stories to tell instead of morning rants. =D

Drawing a blank..

I actually don't have anything to write hey. I'm trying to think of anything exciting that has happened to me today but nothing has. I asked for Tempura Prawn sushi and for Chicken Snitzel. It was interesting. I think I have a new sushi to eat a hundred times over and then get over it. I'm wondering when this sushi phase will end. But for now I think I will stick with my Tempura Prawn and Salmon and Avacado.. mm mm mm =)

Um.. what else. Well this afternoon I had to deal with an asshole who has massive anger issues. And he unleashed all his fury on me, when I was only trying to be nice/comforting..But it was taken the wrong way. Oh well. Won't be doing that again. I hate working for ungrateful dentists; if you want to treat me that way I guess you don't need me to nurse for you then.. ;)

I bought a reallly hott dress today. And some cute tops. All for my date. I think I may stick to the tops though.

Tomorrow will be cruisy. Can't wait. And Friday I'll be in North Sydney. North Sydney is awesome. I want to move there..! Ahhh dream place to live. Somebody can you please pay for me to move there =D  pllleeeaasseee..! Hahaha. I would love you forever and ever..!

Hope everyone is doing good..! YAY OBAMA..! I'm very very glad..! U.S.A A-OK..!

Tuesday's news:

Nothing, nothing and nothing. Work. Hardly any patients *sigh*. Had a fun lunch. Over indulged.. window shopped. Tired. Melbourne Cup today; got jealous at all the pretty girls in their dresses and fascinators. This time last year I was arriving home blotto, in a mini dress and 6 inch heels. My chicken fillets were showing (lol I had no shame..!). I had such a raging good time..! Gourmet buffet and free booze. Now that's what I call a Melbourne Cup celebration..!

And this year, nothing..! This company sucks. Our Christmas party is gonna be pretty chat too.  

Anyways; I HAVE BEEN TAGGED..

Kendall has tagged me to find the 5th pic from the 5th pic album and explain.

Here we go!

Ok.. so these have my head all through them.. so i've decided to pick another picture:

Lol!!!

oK, So these were shoes I took a picture of at Sexpo - A sexual health expo. And I have to say..

I loooooove money..!

These are my kinda shoes.

Anyways, as part of the tag thing, Im gonna Tag Scoman - And Secret College Life Boy. And Elissa..! She will have some awesome pic I'm sure!!

Have a great day/night children. x

I promise I will write something juicy on the weekend. I think I've been asked out on a date on Friday night.. hrmm interesting..! 

It's with like a guy who is my very bestest friend's (at the moment..) husband's best friend. He is extremely sweet. Makes me laugh..! Rolls out Simpsons quotes with me. But..he is slightly not my type.. I'm very girly girl.. he is very..heavy metal.. Has the grim reaper on his arm.. I think if I woke up to that in the morning I'd cry.. lmao..!

Thoughts?

x

All about Priscilla

I need to sleep..! So buggered.

I want to write a whole heap but I just can't be bothered.. lol.

Today I did end up dealing with an asshole to start with.. Um well I had to deal with her for the whole day.. But then the day got better and someone bought me a brownie.. mmm..! 

Tomorrow shouldn't be as shitty.

Anyways..! Priscilla was sooo awesome..! I am so damn impressed..! And confetti fell all over us it was crazy..!

I don't have any more words to describe it..! It was true blue Aussie to the core. It was so relatable on so many levels. Love, beliefs and our society.. It's crazy to look at the world with different eyes. 

Annnddd I went up on stage.. ! Who's surprised by that..!? Hahaha..! We had to dance around.. Oh it was soooo funny. I'm completely unco as it is, and I blew a thong (Havaiana's lol) on stage but we had a good laugh. The guys were so damn hott. It's a shame they're batting for the other team. Lol. But that's life I guess. They'll make some guys hott boyfriend. =D

And to finish off with, there were fireworks in the Harbour. It was like the most perfect way to end the evening. As well as with KFC lol..!

And as the fireworks were exploding, me and ice Magic made a vow.

"Let's do things differently from now on.."

All work and no play makes Dee a dull girl..

On the train..

Usual Monday morning rant..

I DON'T WANNA GO TO WORK !

:(

I don't even know who Im working with today.. Please no assholes! I really don't wish to deal with them types on Mondays.

It brings me comfort that Im finish at 5pm though.

P.S: "I went to Priscilla the Musical and all I got was bits of confetti.."
Bahah. No ping pong balls.

Full story at 7pm.

"OOOhh I love the nightlife, I got to boogie..

On the disco 'round, oh wahhh ooh yeaahhh..!"

I'm going to see The Adventures of Priscilla Queen of The Desert The Musical tonight wooo..!!!!!

I am soo pumped. This is my first musical..! And this such a fabulous one to go to. It's Australian through and through. And I'm going with my friend Ice Magic so we're gonna have a awesome night..! And apparently, ping pong balls get strewn from the roof..! Woo hoo don't be messin' with me if I got my sights on a ping pong ball on the floor bahaha..!

"Aboriginal Man: So... You actually make money by dressing up like a woman?
Tick: Oh, sure. You can make a fine living in a pair of heels.." 

I'd like to thank..

As posted by the lovely Tiff :

"Saturday, November 1, 2008
I'd like to thank...
The lovely Tiff over at Organized Choas gave me a fabulous award. Thanks so much! You rock. :)

The Rules are real simple: Pass it on to five other bloggers, and tell them to open the nearest book to page 56. Write out the fifth sentence on that page, and also the next two to five sentences...The CLOSEST BOOK, NOT YOUR FAVORITE, OR MOST INTELLECTUAL!

Right now, the book closest to me is the one I'm currently reading which if you notice by the little spot on my left hand column titled "I'm currently reading" is "Fast Track" by Fern Michaels. This book is great by the way, actually I like the whole serious. What's better than women kicking ass? Anyways, here's mine:


"When it came right down to it, it wasn't what you knew, it was who you knew. Without these old friends willing to stick their necks out, he knew he could never mastermind his operation. He had other powerful help he could call on from time to time, too, but he preferred to deal with people like himself, people who knew how to play the game, when to hold and when to fold."

The little darling chose me for an award..! I'm stoked. Thank you princess..! I'm up there on her 5 peeps with Kendall.. he is an amzingggg human being and an even more amazing blogger. It is so cool..!

Anyways, so like the rules said, I gotta grab the nearest book. Right now all I can see is a magazine.. so I better go look for one.. =)

So I have in my hot little hands, from the bestselling author "The Devil Wears Prada", is "Chasing Harry Winston."

-Three best friends-two resolutions-one year to pull it of-

Lol I should sell books..!

Here's the 5th sentence on page 56:

"Get knocked up?" Emmy offered helpfully.

"Have plastic surgery?" Adriana countered.

"Make your first millon?"

"Have a threesome?"

"Got hooked on booze or drugs?"

Niiiice..   =)

So I think now I'm supposed to give 5 tag awards thingies. This is hard because I would give one to Tiff and Kendall but they have already been awarded..! 

So here's my nominations:

1. Mich.. she is a doll..! 

2. Hey Elissa..! She is double doll..! And I love her photos.

3. Live for Today. Love that blog.

4. Shirt or Dress.. I love what she's doing for the world..! Lol..!

5. My Secret Collage Life. He's very special.!

So fellow award people, it's all in your hands to pass it on..!

I'd like to thank my mum, my hair stylist, my mice, and that illuminator I wear..! haha..!

x