Why do guys keep giving me reasons to hate them?

Like really. If you say you'll call, call. If you say you'll text, so text. Is it really this hard?

There's a Kanye song that springs to mind..

"Hey hey hey hey.. don't say you will..unless you will..then play you will..I pray you will.."

Urk. Men.

I think I just need a fresh start. A new guy; not an old one. 

Footy boy and I went on a "date" last night.. the chemistry was amazing. It was all very cute. He even texted me 5 minutes after leaving my place to tell me what a fab night he had.. and he had said he would message me..maybe come see me today.. but yeah he didn't, no surprises there! I'm glad I wasn't fooling myself this time around. I am a bit disappointed.. as if you couldn't tell.

He's messaging me now though, only because I initiated. I was feeling restless. I'd rather just do it to get what I want. 

But I never get what I want..

Anyways. I had to vent. Now back to positive-ness. 5 positive things: I am happy that I'm not holding my breath on this one like usual. I'm happy I'm not putting all my eggs in one basket, like usual. I am happy that I didn't throw myself at him, like usual. I am happy that I held back, unlike the usual. I am happy that the guards have stayed up. 

They must stay up for this one. He's not wriggling he's way back in again without a fight!

Note to Prince Charming: I am still waiting.

hehe.

Positive things for a Wednesday morning:

* The weather is amazing..already warm and sunny. The shade is cool, the sun is hot. Perfect summertime weather.
(Not positive: that I am on my way to work instead of being on my way to the beach.)

* I finish at 3pm today, instead of 5. Oh the wonders of a 38 hour week instead of a 40 hr week. How I miss the extra 2 hours pay, but how I love the free (well not really free for me) 2 hours I have gained. Niiiice.

* The weekend is only 2 more days away! Yesss! I get my Musk Lorikeet on Saturday (cannot wait to see my Puffin Boo!) and I'm also going wakeboarding/tubing..as well as looking at all the Christmas lights in the area I live in. And only 4 more days left of working for the year of 2oo8!

* It's Christmas in exactly one week. And I've done all of my shopping pretty much. Woo hoo! Looking so forward to an Aussie Christmas lunch! My ideal food day is Christmas Day. Yum!


And that's all I can think of right now..just wanted to waste away some time at the station before my train came for work.. Now its here.. Think D, 3pm 3pm 3pm.. You can do it!

Thursday morning rant

I have to rant.

I hate my stupid "body clock"

Why does it tell me to wake up so damn early..! I'm over waking up and hour and a half before I have to even get up. And choosing the going back to sleep option makes me over tired and grumpy. Lol.

Staying up is fine, but then I hit a wall and wish to go back to sleep, but by that time it's too late and I might get 20 minutes of napping in, only to feel over tired and grumpy.

Lose-lose situation. Ha ha.

Positive thing(s) for today: At least it's Friday tomorrow.. TGIF..! And at least I'm not working for an a*hole dentist today.. just one who tries to educate me on things I already know. Grr. Lol ok not so positive there..!

And I think I have a jam packed weekend. Woo hoo..! I have a life this weekend..! 

And I will have lots of fun stories to tell instead of morning rants. =D