I was chatting to Sunny last night after our meeting and somehow it just formed into a conversation.
Should we do the casual thing??
My common sense is clearly screaming no! This is someone who I have an excruciatingly long history with. Red flag! He just came out of a long and slightly fucked up relationship. Another flag!
But then, my silly side is curious. This could be so much fun, if I do the right thing, if I detach myself from the past. If I pretend that this is a person I've never known.
Don't know what to do..
And yes, I am completely aware that the smart thing to do would be just to remain friends and walk away.. not to venture to the dark side..but I want to!
My common sense is clearly screaming no! This is someone who I have an excruciatingly long history with. Red flag! He just came out of a long and slightly fucked up relationship. Another flag!
But then, my silly side is curious. This could be so much fun, if I do the right thing, if I detach myself from the past. If I pretend that this is a person I've never known.
Don't know what to do..
And yes, I am completely aware that the smart thing to do would be just to remain friends and walk away.. not to venture to the dark side..but I want to!
I say have fun in the now and the later will sort itself out.
ReplyDeleteDo you still have feelings for him ya think? I know my curiosity would want to try it again.
ReplyDeleteTry it again if that's what you want to do. Then you will never have to wonder 'what if'. Good luck!
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