Is missing him..

Urk.. 

This is what I HATE about falling head over heels over a boy..

The missing part.

He came over today on my day off to keep me company.. argh I wish didn't have to go. We had a lovely bludgey day just spending time together, watching movies and laughing at Jerry Springer..

It's kinda shit though.. I'm still not 100% how I feel. Maybe I've gotten too comfortable and this is really how I feel about him-I like him, but I'm not gonna go crazy and psychotic on the poor darling. At the same time: I want that cute gushy feeling. I want to smile about every little damn thing. I think maybe because he is not overly-romantic that I have subsided the behaviour. He's told me that he is romantic..He just needs to get comfortable with me which is understandable. He's getting better, more open. I'm just letting him take his time. I'd say I must like him because normally I wouldn't even give them a second to take their time.. it's my way or the highway baby!!

So - I won't get to see him until next Tuesday..he's working all weekend for a few weekends in a row which sucks. He won't be going to Good Vibes anymore (:/) so I will totally miss him on Valentine's Day (yes I know a stupid day but a good excuse to get pressies) then it's his birthday on the 17th which is my day off but I'm having my wisdoms out.. (yikes) soo I'm not sure what's gonna happen. But I do plan to buy him a pre-Valentines/Birthday pressie to give to him on Tuesday.. I'm prob getting ahead of myself but meh. I have positive vibes about this. 

That's all that matters, right?