Well well..

Well.. I didn't finish early like I was supposed to this afternoon.. Which sucks, but tomorrow I get to finish early instead which is pretty righteous.

Anyways.. Ute Boy is actually messaging me on Facebook chat.. What the?  Ahh.. my mind is going stupid for some unknown reason. Why?? We're just friends. 

It's annoying, this is poo. I always think to myself.. "Why can't he just like me, love me even..It would be so perfect if he just would.."

This guy is all I've ever wanted in a guy.. We get along so damn well.. There is this crazy chemistry between us.. Why does life have to be like this? 

The weird thing is, what if life were like that? How different would life be if things always worked out to our every whim..? Would we be truly happy? 

I'd like to imagine my life would play out like this..

I'd be a fabulous writer, who would also be a florist. 

I would have a gorgeous house on the waterfront, on the Northern Beaches

I would have a luxury cruiser and I would have cats everywhere. (LOL) 

I would have a gorgeous husband (In the mould of Ute Boy). 

We would have gotten married on the beach in the Jenny Packham number I have my eye on..

We would have 2 beautiful children, the eldest being a boy named Lachlan, and a little girl named Isabella. And she would have beautiful curly blonde hair and a vivacious cheeky smile. And good teeth because I didn't have to die for teeth until after Ortho..

And life would be beautiful.. Dinner parties, sailing, picnics on the beach..soccer on Saturday, Ballet on Sunday. 

And I would have a Range Rover. Ha ha.

I would be one of those pretentious snob wives. And I would love every moment of it because I would be truly happy..my life would be playing out exactly how I would want it to be played out.

Where's the fun in that though?

Life should be much more easier than this.. like one of those books that you can choose you path and slightly know the outcome of. At least give us a hint..!